Would have never come to know..

well i didnt evr thought tat i wll ever write something like this...fr my frnd.Anyways dis one is for u..Amy

Amy...my first frnd.We were nt best frnds,but still their was something ...'something' very special ...very peculair(bt both of us..didnt evr understand it..).We were from same school bt nt frm same class,she was my junior, and my neighbour too.. But still,together we played,laughed and fought.I still remember the day ,i don remember exactly i was in 6th std , we were going to shift in our new home..n i was crying because i loved tat place my friends,tat playground..everything meant so much to me..the whole day i sat on the slider, watching evryone playing .And it was from tat day me n Amy never played together.

But our school was same...as the time passed our relationship changed..changed completely.We use to speak occasionally..we participated in many competitions ...she alwys stood 1st..n me alwys second and sometimes not at all in the list of winners.I don knw...what went wrong..why everything changed.

I still remember it was 15 august..and both of us were asked to introduce the chief guest(i don remember his name..was in 10th std) .And the part of the speech included how that person won so many national awards..and i was supposed to read those lines.When our mam was taking our practice she shouted...'this the way..ur gonna read ,do u even knw hw important those lines are...oh! hw can i expect this from you...u never cleared any national level exams , hw can u knw its importance.Amy jus read those lines..n show her how to read..with variations in tone.. n expressions(as she won gold medal in many exams).

Though Amy behaved normally at that time..but i was deeply wounded inside..so much that even now when i remember that i just feel so embarrassed ,and from that time i always averted her.I never envied he,but always felt an inferiority complex to talk with her..and she always behaved rudely with my friends..n tat was the strong reason ..that i stoped talking with her completely.

But she always tried to talk with me..though she knew i was not interested.Then i got my results..n left the school...n tat time i thot our relationship came to an end.But i was wrong..we once again became frnds through net..we started chatting,sharing ....somehow the ruined relation was now retrieving its original colour .And i don knw what went wrong... she blocked me.

Today i am feeling extremely bad..why??may be because she was very close to me..and i myself didnt knew it..and would have never known ..if she would have not blocked me!!